| church people are my life.
they are a part of me.
if i dont trust them then i dont trust me.
most of them have had some part in who i am today.
without them in my life id me some washed up druggy whore going around town getting the attention i wished i would have had from my father from random men that would eventually take advantage of me.
they do know things..they know me.
most people in my life know me as the girl who wants to have fun but cant because her parents are soo strict.
truth is: i could do pretty much every thing anyone has ever asked me to do, but if i am scared or know its wrong i use my 'oh so strict' mom as an excuse.
lately i have realized i have no clue who i am.
i have a boyfriend right now, but for how much longer i am not completely sure.
i think i need to find myself before i get to know another.
my friends have always been there for me through thick, thin, and even thicker
and i will always love them for that.
in the near future i am going to focus most of my time on finding me and my relationship with God because he is the only one that doesnt get mad at me for stupid stuff and will always know me
ecspecially when i dont.
im not really sure why i wrote this today.
but i had a feeling in my heart that a lot of this needed to be said.
i hope i can live up to this and follow my heart,
find who i am,
and become the christian i have always wanted to be. |
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| hmm im pretty sure politics are the gayest thing ever created. ppl just need to stop worry about crack like that and have fun with life! ha. no cares about the gov ne ways! =] with love of course.
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| so i know that i have already posted this on myspace..but most of my friends dont have a myspace..just xanga, so i figured i would post it on here as well...
okay this question has haunted me for almost 2 years
now...if anyone has any incite on the subject please share.
Do people who commit suicide go to hell?
i
mean i know that suicide probably isnt right in God's sight, or he
doesnt want it to happen, but it never says in the Bible..that i
know..that people who kill themselves go to hell.
thats just a question thats been on my mind...tell me what you think..... |
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| ONLY 29 DAYS UNTIL I TURN 15! woot woot! wah im so freaking excited and you know what else is exciting...
I GET TO SEE TIMOTHY, NATHANIEL, ZACK, KARA, AND ABBY TOMORROW! this weekend is gonna be the most amazing weekend of my entire life! i cant wait for tomorrow!
-k i have to finish gettin ready for school now. toodles!
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| I have a quick announcement concerning a very dear friend of mine. this morning at 12:01 a.m. our much loved Timothy Studebaker....wow this is hard to say online... TURNED SEVENTEEN!!!! ahh! happy birthday timothy! |
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